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[May. 18th, 2006|10:33 am] |
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| | 胡彦斌 | ] | im in class right now i finished my research early so i decided to look up some stuff i learned a lot about my new music thing going on so i learned about the bands and what not.
im so bored my grade avareage right now would have to be a B- and or C+ is what im guessing which really isnt good but hey im passing and that is all that i care about even if i get a D i really dont care i just want to get the hell out of high school and live my life. i think high school is really holding me back i dont want to be any of the things we talk about in class i want to do something with design like hair make-up and clothes that is sooooooooooo interesting to me i want to a a #1 stylist that is really cool in so excitied for my graduation day OMFG that is going to be great then i can finally be out on my own and i dont have anyone or anything holding me back >.< XP in your face mother fucker~~~ CHu |
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| あかいにみつけたいそいそぼう |
[May. 17th, 2006|05:49 pm] |
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| | みやび~~ 自分 かけめい | ] | akai ni mitsuketa iso isobou tabette chiyo hakujoshi kou se kubi ni kazatta shiroi dama yurete boyakeru utsuroi ni todoi hikari ni tsutsumareru
aoi juusuka oichi sou nande chiyohazu kodomo-tachi tsuyoku nigirite shiroi dama pporo ni koboreru utsuroi ni todoi hikari ni tsutsumareru
nado hana no juukan no yukou no hiroi kawa wataritai kedo doushiyou kaa-san ga yondeiru
junjun wo koe de me ga samete madobe no keshiki wo nagametara kirei na kingyo na oyoideru aoi osora wo oyoideru egao de atashi wo yondeiru
nado hana no juukan no yukou no hiroi kawa wataritai kedo doushiyou kaa-san ga yondeiru
yasashii outa ga kikoetara minna kono yubi tomatteru itsuka mouichido aeru made sore de wa minna-san sayonara sore de wa minna-san sayonara
sore de wa minna-san ogenki de
______________ this is a good song, it is sung by little kids so cute~~~!!! >.<;; |
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| Dir En Grey |
[Apr. 29th, 2006|11:30 pm] |
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| | へイチゴ、バナナ、リンゴ、へへ天!~ | ] |
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| | オレンギランジュ~~ みちしるべ~~ | ] | http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2313632033174585507&q=dir+en+grey&pl=true
dont go to this link if you dont thin kyou can take it. i recommend if you are pathetic then this isnt the music video for you...(i cant barely take it)
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4781925104187995554&q=dir+en+grey&pl=true
this is my favorite song from Dir En Grey the music video does make me uncomfortable still but it is cool (it is all fake anyway)
these are actually amazing music video the only con is the creepiness and the creepiness.... but if you really think about it, it is all fake so i guess it doesnt matter. these guys are nuts. but they have cool hair and songs the singer dude always creeps me out..... T.T he is just plain scary (0.0) i mean look at him @.@ ekkkkkkkkkkkk!~ remember these are really creepy like really so if you are stupid and you cant understand that all this stuff is fake then grow up~ |
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| 何ですか |
[Apr. 29th, 2006|08:17 pm] |
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| | dir en grey | ] | ill give you a hint:
it cant see it cant hear it cant smell it cant feel it cant live it cant die
what am I?
ヒントウ:
それは傾く見ます それは傾く聞きます それは嗅覚を傾けます それは手触りを傾けます それは生で傾きます それはさいころを傾けます
私は何ですか。 |
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| well isnt this poetic?... |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|06:27 pm] |
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| | nothign sound is broken | ] | i walked in a painting today, but then i had to walk back out... the color were bright and vivid, the sun was out. i just wanted everyone to know i walked into a painting today that is all. i went to this park thing today it was very pretty so pretty it felt like i was in a painting, and every turn i took another part of the canvas was painted on before i could blink an eye, i wish i could go back everything seemed so prefect there. ill go back again someday, i just hope the paint isnt washed away. |
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| こんばんは |
[Apr. 22nd, 2006|10:35 pm] |
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| | ayumi masaki | ] | Hi, everyone~ ~~ well i am so bored out of the mind aahhh````` not really thank you very much~ ho ho ho ho merry afternoon ladies and gentlemen.
Well got that out of my system~ oh yeah~
Well thats all folks!~ |
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| room room i miss you! T.T..poo |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|08:11 am] |
blah blah blah i have nothing to do AGAIN ahhhh..... -_-; poo. well once again im at school and i have to wait 1 hour till class starts for me BORING! i finished all of my omework this weekend and now i have nothing to do....I have a dumb ass meeting @ 5:00 today YAY something to do even though i really dont want to do it...hahah i would rather have a math test worth my whole grade then go to that meeting no joke.... pooooooop... >.<;; maybe i should study for Japanese or maybe not hahah ah! i watched half of this movie called Fargo last night so fuuny everyone was like "how is it going eh?" or or "yeah" all the time so funny i was like REWIND!! oh yeah... and play again eh?.... i need to finish the rest when i get back to my room. lol i can twait till i go back to my room... i get to wear pajamas and lay down and pillows and blankets and stuff animals and the happinesss and the lighting and the warmth... SO EXCITIED now i really want to go back to my room.... AW... Pajamas.... now what do i normally do in my room ill list it off.. 1. walk in 2. change clothes. 3. put backpack in certain area 4. turn the lamp on 5. turn the laptop on 6. sit on the bed 7. put in whatever the hell i want to watch in the laptop 8. watch it 9. two hours later fall asleep 10. wake up 11.take shower 12. watch another movie till hair dries 13. fix up hair so i dont have to do it in the morning 14. go to sleep again!
hahaha prefect i didnt mention eat dinner with family hahaha i love or talk with family or whatever familys do together... now adays it is all about ME!~ me me me i like it like that~ me doing whatever i feel like doing it is awsome i feel sorry for most kids in reality parents are a big pain they get in the way tell you what to do no one likes that... with me i do whatever i want. but im not like those bad kids that do bad things i do well in school and im quiet, i never get into troublwe because im to lazy to do anything to get myself in trouble i dont like cleaning up the mess it leaves behind so i just keep to myself... it may be boring at times but that is what sleep is for and lonely.....well i talk to people i want to talk to so if i feel like talking or hanging out i do if i dont i dont and most of the time i dont i really hate the high school kids they kind of piss me off. So they are no good i dont like little kids they ar eto hyper and older people it sort of depends the idea i have is i like you or i dont like you that is how it works there is no middle no i thin ki might like you NO! one or the other i only like 10 people now meaning i only really talk to 10 people now. but if i dont like you and im talking to you that means i really dont like so so hahaha i really dont like you guys! ~(^_^)~ hontou hontou! ne ne? XP ok ok so i probably typed way too much i only have 30 min to go and then break starts. GOD i cant wait to go to my room and lay on my bed so happy and warm.... jamatane. |
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| tsumaranai |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|11:11 am] |
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| | nothing, no really nothing | ] | watashiwatsumaranaiyou..... nemuiyou.... i have nothint to do. nothing is new with the google video and the miyavi updates, gakkoudetsumaranai. "school is very boring" i got sick again yesterday due to i have no idea how to take care of myself.... lol ^^; still working on that watashihabakadayoune..... XP im still to young to be out on my own but there is nothig ni can do about that. i kave no idea how to take care of myself -_- but ill learn from the bad experiences i guess g2g benkyoudesu.....?? ne ne im so stupid i lost my shuffle AKA gummi so now im ipodless wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this sucks i need a ipod i want to get the 149.99 ipod nano i have to save up music is my life!!!! ~T.T~ KUSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
bai bai |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|08:40 am] |
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| | Freedom fighters ~ miyavi | ] | OMG i s just got this book that i shave to read by today i didnt get it so i was like a week behind reading it......... so i just got it yesterday i didnt read it yesterday and now i have to read all of it by 3 period..... hahah we have read 142 pages i already read 45 pages and that took me an hour the book is very boring it is called "Torita curtain" it si for english and it is so boring i have no interest in it at all but i have to read it im not going to finish before thrid so oppppsss.. i have a quiz today about it so i get to do the educated guess thing im so goo dat i do that with history question sometimes just predicting hahaha im so good. oh and i turned in the history project and i think i got 75/75 the project is very good and i was the first person to turn it in on the due date i worked on it over spring break and i was the only one in the class that did in during spring break it took like 2-3 days do to....... hahaha T.T but im done and theat is all that matters... indeed..... im so bored i probably look so stupid right now i have these huge ass headphones on and im in the library and im listening to music i knwo i look like an idiot hahhahahaha but i dont care.... nope....... XP well well, nothing really to talk about im so bored right now i knwo i should be reading that book but i reall ydont want to..... hahaha sparknotes hahahaha JK i think the teacher said that it wasnt in sparknotes but i should check just in case ne ne....??...... ok well i should get alittle work done atleast.. umm i have history homework so ok internet history homework sounds boring well maybe i can do that tomorrow in the morning ...... yup sounds good OH SHIT I HAVE A JAPANESE VOCAB QUIZ opppss..... well bai bai |
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| hey it is me. |
[Apr. 8th, 2006|03:16 pm] |
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hey it's me. oh yeah school has been a real drag nothing really special going on. my grades seem to be fine and the computer is the same as usual, i really havent gotten any better at using it. Well i have gotten better but i want to be a コムプータわは天才。。。that would be nice so i can do more stuff with this piece of metal. My typing hasnt really improved from what im told i type to fast and i dont get enough of my ideas down or i just miss the "improtant" words like is, the, that, you, etc..... well that sucks. i have been getting a lot of sleep this past week hahah i dont know if that is making me worse... as in i sleep to much so im always tired... does anyone have that problem where they sleep to much and they are just tired all the time i have that problem.i hate that so much when that happens to you and the only way to get out of it is to force yourself to have anormal sleeping pattern.........which is very hard........hahahaha.......... T.T.... wah... well this is fun... today in oregon it is a nice day clod, windy, rainy, zero sun shine... lets go to the park.... i couldnt tell you how tired i am im trying to go back to my "normal" sleeping which is. wake up at 5:20am to get ready and then go to school, get back at around 3:15 and do the homework, watch dramas, eat maybe.... >.< hahaha, then take a shower, do the hair , and then go to sleep at around 10:00pm then do it all over again. Not the life of the prom queen but this is my life, i thin ki have come so used to it that im actually comfprtable with all of it. I mean if i had to go back to a "normal" life which included having a family, that would mean that i would have to talk to them and the eat dinner with them and do family stuff and that might through off my whole thing i have going here... i think ill stay with what i have, i'm doing well in school and i get to go on the computer a lot, in class i get all of my work done which is a plus i guess well i dont have anything else to do. ok G2G i have stuff to do today !! ^^ bai bai |
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| Miyavi ~freedom fighters |
[Apr. 7th, 2006|03:59 pm] |
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| | MIyavi freedom fighters | ] | http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1124114937769131486&q=miyavi&pl=true
Romaji
We're Freedom Fighters... fujiyuu no megami idaite shounen ha kaji wo tore soshite totsugeki se yo (biru jyanaku) kono jidai he
Freedom of Speech? Freedom of Thought? soko ni aru me no mae no jiyuu ni ha tende me mo kurezu ni puri-zu puri-zu puri-zu
Freedom of Blame! Freedom of Abuse! fujiyuu ni kane dashite zeni dashite made kau kono jidai ni 'Cheers!' sore wo jiyuu to yonjyaun deshou? sore ga jiyuu datte iun deshou? n de, sono jiyuu mo ucchaun deshou? ... ittai, jiyuu tte nannan deshou?
We're Freedom Fighters... me wo tojireba aosora (blue sky) te wo nobaseba soko ni jiyuu (free) kumori nochi ame no hi mo niji ni notte dekakeyou kumo no ue ha hareteru sa
Get it back, Get freedom Break it down, Break Kingdom
sore ha jiyuu no sei nan deshou? sore de jiyuu ga irun deshou? nde, mata jiyuu wo kacchaun deshou? ...kekkyoku, jiyuu ha doko nan deshou? 'jiyuu (freedom), jiyuu (freedom)..' to kimi ha iu keredo jyaa kimi no soko ni aru no ha nan dai?
ame no hi mo arashi no hi mo ohisama ha waratteru sa tekatte sa pikatteru sa haha.
English for those that dont know japanese...
We're Freedom Fighters... with the Statue of Un-liberty Take the rudder, boy. and ram us (not into a building) into this age
Freedom of Speech? Freedom of Thought? without even sparing a thought on the freedoms we DO have it's "please please please"
Freedom of Blame! Freedom of Abuse! spending money we don't have, every last penny That's what you call freedom right? Isn't that also freedom? so, will you also sell that freedom? ... then, what in the world is freedom anyway?
We're Freedom Fighters... when you close your eyes, blue sky when you reach out, there is freedom on days it gets cloudy and starts to rain, let's take a trip up the rainbow, it's sunny above the clouds.
Get it back, Get freedom Break it down, Break Kingdom...
Isn't freedom to blame for that? Isn't that what we need freedom for? so, will we then buy freedom back again? ... in the end, where exactly is freedom? 'you say 'freedom' this and 'freedom' that but what's that sitting right next to you?
through rainy days and stormy days, Mr Sun is smiling shining, glimmering, haha |
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[Apr. 6th, 2006|08:43 am] |
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| | miyavi~ Joushou Gaidou | ] | http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=5610517296858275207&q=miyavi&pl=true
ok if you ever find this you have to check this out it is a new song on google and it is so cool the music is amazing and the video is just awsome so really you need to wacth this is my fav. singer in japan right now name: miyavi... dont know that last name but that is ok at least i know that first name and that is all that matters. ok so watch this it will maker your world go round. here are the lyrics.
lyrics:
Drive on brink Wai, joushou gaidou masshigura de SUTAATO "oitsite miro yo." YOOIDON de FURAINGU, USAGI to kame gokko.
URYA, untori kaizanseki chirashite GOORU "tomete mina yo." SURUUPASU wa OFUSAIDO, kattobase 4 (yon) ban de
PITCHAA
One way... Not a through street? Ignore and collide.
Drive your way of thinking gyappo shite kou ze, HANDORU te
hanashide. Boost your hi gain GASU ketsujou nado daro? Drive your sense of values BURUUKIHOOSU butta kitte,
AKUSERUBETA fumisa. Boost your low mid ENSUTO kangei de.
Bokura jidai no juutai surinukete, kasoku shite. BAKKUMIRAA furikaetteru hima naaze? Utsurikawaru wa genjou, utsurikawaru keshiki, okizari ni shite. PAAKINGU yotteru hima nante (?) naaze?
Kimi ga joushuseki de me o samasu made, Chiheisenjuu hashiritsuzukete yakkara na. Sonna kawashi warui kedo komori uta wa Tobikiri no ENJIN-on de mo kamawanai kai?
...menkyo nee no wasureteta. |
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| this is from one of my favorite songs! miyavi ~ jibun kakumei! Yoshi. |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|02:14 pm] |
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| | Miyavi~ jibun kakumei | ] | Dissapointment... Resignation... Anxious... Alienation... Desperate... Isolation... Envious...
Season's greetings amigo anma kibannatteba Raki ni ikou ze. "Re-la-pa-pa-re-lax lady"
Do not worry kata no chikara nuitemi, hora -samiindarou? furuetendarou?-
Kagami yo Kagami, oshiete okure "oji ga nandai?" -what's matter?- Watashi ga watashi de aru tame ni wa dou sureba ii? "Oyasuigoyosa" -It's so easy-
"I envy dream..."
-hahaan, kowendarou? bibittendarou?- Nara kuchi nigoshitenai de, hakkiri ittara dou dai?
"I want to beat you to be free to me." "Yoso wa yoso, naisho wa daidokoro"
Kore mama no kotoba tonari no shiba mo yoku mieya shinai no ni. Kagaimi yo kagami, mou kiete okure "ara nandedai?"-what's matter?- Watashi wa watashi, anata wa anata, desu seshou na? "Oyasui goyosa." -It's so easy- |
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[Apr. 1st, 2006|04:12 pm] |
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| | amused | ] | Chemical Romance ~ THank you for the Vemon.
Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal And you never had a chance Love it, or leave it, you can't understand A pretty face, but you do so carry on, and on, and on
I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on, and on, and on, and on Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door What's life like, bleeding on the floor, the floor, the floor
You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve Give me a reason to believe
[Chorus] So give me all you poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts And make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will
Preach all you want but who's gonna save me? I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpeant son It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you run, and run, and run, and run
You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve Give me a reason to believe
[Chorus] So give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts And make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will
You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve You wanna follow something Give me a better cause to lead Just give me what I need Give me a reason to believe
[Chorus x2]
So give me all your poison And give me all your pills And give me all your hopeless hearts And make me ill You're running after something That you'll never kill If this is what you want Then fire at will
this is a good song. |
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| totally nothing |
[Mar. 29th, 2006|02:16 am] |
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| | あそび せっくす~ im happy but you dont like me | ] | nothing is going on for me during spring break... I look Liz out for dinner at the Zeppos in downtown Lake Oswego, we got a 10in pizza and two ceaser salads with bread and oil.. or whatever that stuff is. It was all really good im happy i can make people happy i enjoyed the dinner it was alot of fun the resturant was so interesting.. ^^. and yes i have no plans for spring break my sleeping pattern just sucks ass, and im hungry >.< but im TOO LAZY to go get food.... もんだい well im fine i guess i finished the 3rd quater project due for history OMG 75 points eeeeppppp! (0.0) well i think i did reallt well on it i have been working on it for four days and im sure ill get 75/75 OH YEAH!!!!!!!! god soooooooooo sleeping but then again i am wide awke i hate that i have a leg cramp probably because all the walking today... that walking is really paying off i have toned up like mad hahah sexy sexy. well i mena i have lost weight... and what is also helping with that is i dont eat dariy anymore unless it is a special ocassion, then i take a lactaid. But my anti-dairy tummy has gotten so bad in less then 5 min after i eat the food my stomach reacts. i just got getting over beingn sick for three days this morning.. god i was so sick...headaches,stomachs, everywhere the sick feeling. but im better now, now i just have a leg cramp.... ^^; totally sucks i was really hoping to get some sleep tonight oh well mayeb tomorrow night. i have been getting into japanese dramas so much fun what i am wacthing now is densha otoko, the man guy is annoying but the idea is kind of cute and so i wacth it, yeah for me..... >.< im so lame.... i need some friends yet again i really dont want any...im too lazy to do the girl thing anymore i just go to class and sit in front of a computer, do homework wacth dramas and my favorite SLEEP!!!!! god i love sleeping this week is odd but on normal weeks i usually sleep for 13 hours. So nice i hope that contiunes then school starts up again... oh and April 4th, i have this community board meeting... "tada" so special... not really. im so unlucky i get to be in a room of all the people i hate in the world thank god it is only 35 mins that is somethign to be happy about.. from my understanding it is greg, gina, DHS, CASA, gregs atty, Ginas atty, my dumbass atty, and the foster mom. did i miss anyone well if i did i guess you arent very important, ok well all of us in a room "discussing" the DHS plan............... BWHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... my ass your discussing the plan they will probably all eat donuts while i listen to my ipod.... oy oy oy well the "plan" once again from my understanding is to return child to the last place she wants to go to AKA "home" so that is the plan and the judge i think i didnt go to that court but the jugdes plan is too reunite us still.... ok ok this is what i think is going through everyones mind
" hey Regine Walker beat the shit out a Jessica almost everyday..Jessica always talks about how much she hates her parents and fmaily because they have done nothign for her and fail to keep her happy and safe, and healthy...hmmmm.... i know ill be a complete ass-hole and try and place Jessica back into hell and then everyone will be happy!!! because im a complete dumb-ass and i think i know everything... hahahahaha oh im so smart."
hahah dumbass....well dont worry Gina im sure you guys check this once in awhile... hahaha get a fucking life you bitch... ahem well i now you guys check this and if so no worried for you im never going back to live with such a disfunctional family. You might "lose contorl" or so you told my disgusting CASA that and then started too cry... god damn you are oogd you can just lie your ugly ass out of everything cant you.... omg grow up you disgusting person you. I'm not the bad person im actually getting pretty happy...hear that im getting pretty happy omg i typed that happy me noooooooooo......never well i am so the best thing you can do is not slow me down and stay the fuck out of my way! HELL YEAH!!! $.$ oh im getting a job soon so happy!!!! jamba juice i hope i apllied for greenridge estates but no luck....oh well next time i hope..ok love you all (not speaking to anyone blood related to me) but i love everyone else!!!~~~~~~~~~~ おやすみなさい!!!! じゃまたね!!!!! バイバイ~へへへ。。。。~(^O^)~ |
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[Mar. 27th, 2006|05:37 pm] |
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| | テクノ | ] | ねむいよ ねむいよ ねむいよ はい はい あの。。。XP つまるない。。。。 OK じゃまたね。。~(^O^)~ |
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| たのしいい!!~~ |
[Mar. 25th, 2006|02:19 pm] |
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| | うれし | ] | 私は天才ですよううううう。 幸せである 幸せである 幸せである!!!! 私は問題なく学校でしている、そして私は良いことである友人たちを作り始めている。私の日本語本当にもっと良くなっている!やたあああああ!!! 父と母はきらいですよう。 |
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[Mar. 15th, 2006|08:19 am] |
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| | hahhah GAMES~ ZELDA | ] |
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| | All I want ~ by:Glay~ (^o^)/ | ] | ZElda is coming out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZELDA ZELDA twightlight (something) princess!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA i want the game so bad! ok so gmaecubes now a days are like $99.99 and game game will be like $50.00 i really dont know and then i want the TV that has the VCR back because truth be known that is MY TV so i can get the game play it and beat IT!!!!!!!!!!! hahah i have wacthed every trailer out therei want the game soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad!ummm.... Happy early B-day to me please i will get the game and i WIll beat it! bwwwwhahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|09:02 am] |
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ok ok ok ok i started this like whole new style thingy i really like it finall yim getting out of my punky stuff, i dont wear as much eyeliner and now my hair is like brown ornagey whatever, |
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